Monday, November 28, 2011

13.1 & the most wonderful time of the year!

Less than two weeks. That's all I have until I complete my years resolution. I have to admit, with injury and excuses a mile long, it nearly got away from me. But I'm paid, signed up and *gasp* AL-most ready to run my first half marathon. I'll be there, lets see if I bring my A game.
On top of all that jazz is the holidays...Lets be real, its My season. Cold weather, gifts and baby Jesus. Oh yeah. Ive been prepping since August. One thing I can not get enough of is stationary, specifically cards. I love me some holiday cheer. Ive used Tiny Prints in the past and lurve, lurve, lurve their products. I signed up thing year and kept my fingers crossed for a chance win some fantastic holiday cards. Well looks like finger crossin' and wishing worked!!! I mean check out these fabulous designs Here and Here. Oh my gosh, I'm loving them, I'm thinking my fave is the ornament "bliss" one, but I'm not sure if it will work with my picture....Decisions, decisions. This will take me a while!!! But I want to keep my decision under wrap until the big reveal comes in your mailbox. Its not too late to order your own, but good luck finding a photo subject as cute as this....



Check them out HERE
Normally I have a garland that I attach all my holiday cards to; but this year I intend on displaying all my cards on a ribbon attached to my cabinets, sort of gift wrap style. I blame pinterest for all my new ideas and complete time loss due to my new projects. It's super cute!
Speaking of holidays...are you planning any new traditions this year? We are..well I am but I'm intending by guilt and goodwill that my family will follow suit. I intend on starting 25 Random acts of kindness for the 25 days of Christmas.
I love Christmas and all its traditions! Share yours and let me see which TinyPrints cards you are loving!

Thursday, July 14, 2011

This post is worthless.

Why? Because it has no pictures. I am in decorating turmoil and have somewhere somehow misplaced the camera. Not working out is killing my budget. I'm so over the top with anything I do, moderation is for wussies I say. If its good then overdosing will be just.about.right. when I'm enthralled with my compulsive nature to get Pippa Middletons rear or Kate Middleton's, well...anything; then I can barely focus on getting much more done in a day than my three workouts. But this Christina has been bored, so I tear crap up.
I have repainted the "office" and I am currently in the "oh my gosh how is this ever going to get organized" stage. but I am doing some pretty rad work with some faux baseboards that I can't wait to show off and some crown molding. Sweet! I also wanted to turn my daughters now un-used closet into a book nook, that is until I realized that well, shes 4 and can't read (minor details in my opinion), so for now I have turned it into a pretty cute extension of her room.
But here's the good part....next week is going to be my attempt at making my way back to the gym...back to yoga and I will start walking on the treadmill, maybe even adding a few weights along the way. I wrote it on the calendar so now it HAS to happen. That's how it works, if something makes it to my calendar its for real. I need to add in addendum to that...I will count my freaking points. Repeat after me...count your freaking points. I am no longer an "official" WW, but I know the plan and intend on re-focusing my lifestyle and focusing on what I eat and how it makes me feel. Geesh. I need to quit slacking, I am almost to August and if I'm ever going to have hopes of even walking my half marathon I better get my buns in gear, I'm so nervous about what my return to running has in store. Waah, waah wahh. Whining gets you no where.

“While others may argue about whether the world ends with a bang or a whimper, I just want to make sure mine doesn't end with a whine”~Barbara Gordon

Sunday, July 10, 2011

I feel like I’ve been hit by a MAC truck. It wasn’t from hours of burning it up at the gym or logging miles on the treadz. I wish. It was from my weekend, it kicked my butt. I have NO moderation, I do everything in waves. No…tsunamis. I work up the other morning and decided that I hated this wall:


Seven years I’ve been looking at this DIY disaster and I’m sooooo over it. Seriously, when you watch HGTV and you see a project that you think “Oh, I can so totally do that and it would look AWH-Some.” The next question you should ask yourself is how long is it going o take to get rid of it. Holy hell. 13, yes THIRTEEN hours later I had this crap off the walls.

In that same magnificent brainstorm I decided we have not been using our house efficiently. We have a spare bed room and I decided that it should be converted into a family closet. This is the best thing I have EVER done to my house. Its right next to the laundry room, awesome- now clothes can pile up for days in laundry baskets and be easily hidden with a closed door. Kidding, maybe. By doing this I created a windstorm of closet cleaning out and conversion, I think my husband thought about killing me under piles of clothes several times this weekend. But thank God he didn’t, I wouldn’t want any future new wife to enjoy my fabulous closet.

I enjoyed a shrimp boil this weekend. Actually we have done this about three times in the past two weeks. I bet my cholesterol is through the roof, but man was it good!



Do you see you see those fabulous blue babies in that fruit salad? Picked them myself! On Wednesday, little bit and I went and picked fresh organic blueberries. I probably lost 2 lbs in water weight, but hey it was worth it. Living on the face of the sun sucks. What sucked is that I was able to get about 2.5lbs before my child melted and by that evening I had about um, 0.5lb left. Looks like I’ll be heading back soon.


I sort of worked out this week; I did a wii, floor, ab workout 2x this week. It included 30 minutes of hula hooping while holding 10lb weights, 200 crunches and 4 sets of different plank holding poses. It hurt so bad and felt so good.
I’m totally holding to the fact that even though I didn’t track points or workout this weekend, that I totally burned 2000 calories by sweat and exertion alone, that’s my story.


Tuesday, July 5, 2011

My coping skills suck.

I need to work on those I suck at dealing with things. So I got hurt. I havent been to the gym in 5 weeks. WEEKS!!!!!

Obviously I took it out on my blog when I got hurt. I was in step class 5 weeks ago and fell off of the step and hurt myself badly. Like sprained ligament, MRI, ankle brace type of bad. THEN to make things worse, I re injured myself one week later. I have not been able to run, and the way that I dealt with this is by avoiding my workouts, my eating and generally falling out of sync. I have paid dearly. I have not felt like myself. Although I have lost weight. Its not even about that though; in getting hurt I feel like I had lost my identity. I was becoming who I wanted to be, I was a fixture in the gym, I longed to workout and due to one injury I let it get the best of me and I dropped out. So in the famous words of this family I need to suck it the hell up and get back to work. And that is just what I'll do. Take that broke stupid ankle.

Here's the next thing. I haven't been honest in my bloggity blog. I haven't been writing to make myself happy, I was journaling the most boring aspects of my life and keeping it uncharatersitic to me. So from here on the deets will be 100% Christina-ized. the words will surely be made up concauctions, get ready because I will write as I talk and I'm sure I'll have all sorts of grammar erroz and what nots. I may even cuss, if we are lucky. *ACK* This is my journey and I want it to be reflective as to who I am. I will continue to post food updates, but mostly of new foods/recipes that I fall in love with.

WHEW! I feel better. I read my blog a few times while on hiatus and I was bored.to.tears.

To put things into perspective a dear friend told me that when you play hard you hurt hard and asked me how many times I hurt myself just sitting on the couch.What a great way to think about things! Life is meant to feel, even if that means that you have to sit in the sideline due to injury every once in a while.

Today in an attempt to slow the growth of my butt to the couch, I did the Wii Fit. I strapped on my trusty HR monitor and hula'd like a champ. I was trying out my ankle, with a low impact cardio activity. I really, really want to hit the weights, I know Im only a couple of reps away from showing the boys how its really done, like this um, chick?


oh yeah.



Monday, May 9, 2011

Half of a Half=Hella HARD!

I had this crazy notion that 6.5 miles wouldn’t be that much harder than 5. Considering that I’ve run 5 twice now, I “reasonably” thought I had 6.5. Hells NAH! Much different animal!! I freaking did it, but I was working my a$$ of literally. I felt like big bowl of jell-o afterwards. It was seriously mental mumbo jumbo and sincere prayers that got me through it. I can’t even think about next Monday at this point. In my afterglow I am pretty stoked that I ran a half of a half. That is kind of cool!
I hit yoga today and had a pretty good exercise week, burning a total of 5652 calories. Here’s my HR breakdown:
5/3 Step 564
5/4 Run 793
5/5 Step 704
5/5 Larks Killa Workout 909
5/6 Run 197
5/6 yoga 395
5/6 Run 1776
5/7 Yoga 314

I can honestly say I didn’t track one single point. That being said I know without any doubt that I was well within my point values, mostly because I spent the week eating repeat meal plans, so I knew what they point values were. I enjoyed this chicken Marsala of sorts (wine, onion soup base, feta, spinach, mushrooms, onions and chicken)



And then we ate a wonderful cranberry, walnut and feta stuffed chicken breast served with sautéed spinach and mushrooms.


I enjoyed a wonderful Mothers day, on Saturday my hubs and I painted the outside of my mom & dads house; this lead me to believe that since I worked myself to the core that I was entitled to enjoy my brunch guiltfree at a local historic hotel that was nothing short of awesome. I will definitely return to check out their other special event offerings.

I don’t think I have actually explained my intentions. I am tentatively planning on running a half marathon this year. I really have my eye on a FEW! Geez…Did I just write that? I’m following a training plan and crossing my fingers that I really can do this. I have a few friends interested and I’m totally stoked, I’ve said if before and I’ll say it again. I will be an athlete, even if it kills me….;)



Monday, May 2, 2011

The B*#&@H is back!

Okay so the tooth is out. No big deal. What sucked more than the tooth was the re-occurrence of the ick. I had to go to the doc and get some antibiotics for the strep/tonsillitis. And lord only knows how you rip a tooth out of my head and I don’t eat for two days and fail to lose any weight . What.The. Hell.
Whatevs. Screw the scale this week. What I did rock was another 5 miler. That makes me super happy! I was going to move it up to 6.5 but decide that since I didn’t get in my other running that I would just repeat the 5 mile week. I guess I missed yoga all week, I honestly don’t remember (they must have given me good drugs;) But here are my stats:
•4/26 Step- 590
•4/28 Step- 723
•4/28 Run- 413
•5/2 Run- 1335

It was ok. I missed two runs and missed yoga. I did manage to burn a total of 3061 calories though.
We went food shopping and I am so excited to have fresh fruit back in this house. Watermelon, strawberries, grapes, clementines, apples, oh my! Tonight I made a quick and easy chicken salad, probably higher in points than I would like, but who am I kidding, I have not counted my points as I should. I’m so thankful that a new points week starts tomorrow.
Here’s to a new week!

Quote of the week:

Putting a pretty shirt over your muffin top does not make you a cupcake ~ Stewie Griffth

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I ain't got no shoes.

I'm so mad at myself. Tonight I was all prepped to run my 4 on the tread. I search all over the house and can not for the life of me find my shoes. Most people would simply think to put another pair on, but I have none here. I took my extra kicks to the beach house and now I apparently have no foot wear. I called the gym...."yes, ma'am there is a pair like that in the lost and found". AWESOME. Well at least they aren't lost but I couldn't run tonight. So now I have to do my step class and then get my 4 in before I get my freaking wisdom teeth out. Yay. Do you feel my sarcasm?

So tomorrow I get my wisdom "tooth" out. I only have one, but nonetheless I am not excited at all about being in any amount of pain. I have no idea what is store for me in terms of food, and especially in terms of exercise. I have eaten ok, I started yesterday in hopes of clean eating, well that lasted all of 30 minutes. I was lucky to meet one friend for "coffee" but instead of getting a black coffee or tea I opted for a sugary disaster of a drink. Then I was able to be quite the socialite and have dinner with another friend and chose the chicken/beef teriyaki. Oh well, I always have tomorrow and the hope that getting a tooth ripped out of my head will keep the ol' appetite down.

Heres to hoping tomorrow doesnt hurt!

Monday, April 25, 2011

I ate what?

So take a looksy at what I ingested today:

Peanuts,sugar, dextrose, vegetable oil (cocoa butter, palm, shea, sunflower and/or safflower oil), chocolate, nonfat milk, contains 2% or less of milk fat, lactose, salt, whey, partially hydrogenated vegetable oil, corn syrup, soy lecithin, cornstarch, glycerin, TBHQ & PGPR, vanillin.

ICK. I feel gross. What the heck is PGPR? Whatever it is I'm sure it isn't good, or good for you. I have got to get back to eating a clean- er diet. Food like this makes you feel bad because it is bad. I feel dirty just talking about it. My mission going into my next week is to try and eat as clean as I can. I wont tell you what it is, but I will say that this peanut butter eggy wont be hatching any time soon ;)

Today was the 5 miler. YAY! I did it. Slow and steady was the name of the game, but I completed it and was so impressed with myself. Once again today, my problem was mental not physical. I am my own worst saboteur. I am going to start including my activity data for the week. I use a HR monitor and record my stats into a database every workout. I’m just posting cals burned for simplistic reasons. My HR stats for the week were:

•4/19 Step Class- 629 cals
•4/20 walk/run/walk- 1210 cals
•4/21 Step class- 1019 cals
•4/24 run-813 cals
•4/25 yoga- 101 cals
•4/25 run- 1355 cals

I’m pretty impressed with my activity for the week. I did take back to back rest days which is something I dont usually do and I missed two yoga classes, but this is a great start to tracking my activity. My food tracking, not so much. After Friday night I have not tracked well. Probably because I was ingesting crap. I will work on that as well this week. Tomorrow is weigh-in day and after all of the junk that has passed these lips Im sure sadly that some has landed on these hips.

Until then!





Sunday, April 24, 2011

911...

Um, yeah, I think we have an emergency. Someone come and PLEASE get the damn Easter candy out of my house. NOW! We never have food like this in the house and today was a perfect reminder as to why. Chocolate overload. I did however get a run in so maybe that will equal the playing field.

On another note, I just have to say that every time I have seen my page since posting those pics the first thing I keep thinking is "where in the hell did my chin go?" I'm so glad its back and I have sincerely vowed to never lose it again.

Nothing too exciting post, I have tracked. The hubs and I celebrated an anniversary and went to see James Taylor, yeah it rocked. I say that with all sincerity by the way, I love him. We also ended Lent. We are not Catholic, but we feel that giving something up keeps us focused during the season. We gave up FaceBook. What a time suck. Seriously, I mean I have enjoyed getting back online but really, I don't really care about most of the junk that is posted on it. But it is such a great tool for communicating quickly and efficiently. If I can just try and use it in moderation. Yeah...whatevs. Moderation is not a word that Capricorns like.

Well thats it for now. I have a 5 miler scheduled for tomorrow. I also have yoga. I shouldnt have run today, but I was behind from yesterday so Im hoping that it doesnt hurt tomorrow. Weigh-in as usual on Tuesday.
Have an awesome week!


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

On track.

I've been keeping on track, I've been following my workout plan and my food plan and tracking my points. GO Me!
In weigh-in I lost 0.8. At least it was a loss. I'm happy about that. Yesterday I finally made it back to step, I love that class, I always leave feeling so empowered. Today I got in a 2 mi walk, 3 mi run, and 1 mi speed walk. Staying on track is hard, but I find it so much easier to stay on track when I work out. It makes me feel so good about what I have done that I refuse to un-do it.
So I was trying to find some pictures of me when I was thin.."ner", I say that because even when I was a size 3 I wasn't skinny. At least by my standards. I couldn't find many, probably because I would always shy away from it. This was me at my absolute heaviest. EVER. Way before WW. I had lost quite a bit of this weight before joining WW but this is my starting point. What makes it bad is that at the time I really didn't know how heavy I was. I would have generously described myself as "chubby". Chubby didn't even begin to describe it:



That is a far cry from this girl:



This was me today:


I'm getting there. I will get back there. Just seeing those pictures is motivating to me. What I don't understand is why no one mentioned it to me. Seriously. I needed a fat-tervention. I know I probably would have punched them in the jaw first, but then it would have sunk in and I would have appreciated the wake up call.

And just to ensure pure total picture overload, I haven't posted a food pic in a while. I eat a lot of the same foods, every day. I like it, I like habitual things. But I made these the other day and while they are no major revelation they were good, (well they were good the 2nd time I made them) I overloaded the salt on the first batch. Anywho...Sweet potato fries, sliced sweet potato, spritzed with EVOO and salt and pepper, baked at 350 until crispy.


And because I havent "quoted" you in a while heres one to take with you today:

“Success means having the courage, the determination, and the will to become the person you believe you were meant to be” ~ George Sheehan

I believe in the person that I am on the inside, and while she is constantly changing, growing and learning, the reflection I create of the person on the outside is ready to be successful. Here's to a wonderful tomorrow!





Monday, April 18, 2011

Ick free

FINALLY!
I am no longer going through a box of kleenex a day, nor am I having to resist falling asleep at any moment of the day. I am now ick free and back to living.
YAY.
To celebrate I picked right back up on my training as I was... I ran 3.5 miles today and loved it. I had to skip yoga this morning due to a an incident that involved my daughter throwing hand fulls of "wishing stones" into my pool. Awesome. We spent the morning fishing for stones. But at nap time, I rocked the treadz. Tomorrow I get to return to step class and I'm so very excited, its been a week and a half.

Weight loss? Well who know what the scale will say tomorrow as of today it hasn't moved and frankly I'm getting irritated. I don't know it I need to consume more or less. I have been eating my WP and my daily points with a remaining average of 40 AP. Nobody ever said this would be easy, but it sure is becoming monotonous. Good thing I'm still super excited about my workout routine, because my weight loss sure isn't motivating.

Life has been crazy to say the least. But you know...we love it. I can never ever say that being a stay at home mom is boring. I make sure that we are busy every single day. Church, JL, my sewing business...every day is exciting and new. This past weekend my parents helped us tremendously. My mom and I re-upholstered our boat and my dad and hubby remodeled out bathroom. Needless to say we are threadbare and sore, but it is beyond satisfying to look at our work.

Oh well I'll be back to weigh in tomorrow

Monday, April 11, 2011

Shut the front door....

Seriously? It happens every freaking time and I'm not happy. Every time I regain my mojo and get into the groove I get sick. Granted I haven't had a good ol' fashioned sickness in a while (which I credit to the wonder of superfoods) but still it sucks.
I can't tell if its sinus or strep. I was leaning towards strep since I had no congestion. GRRRR. Either way I'm off schedule. Today was supposed to be 3.5 miles. That didn't happen since I couldn't breathe. Hopefully taking it easy today will find me back in the gym tomorrow. **fingers crossed**

I went into a clothing store the other day. How in the heck did I become so out of the fashion loop? Seriously I used to be so on top of the game. I need me some new digs. Have you even wanted new clothes and then say to yourself "I'm not buying any clothes until I lose ___ pounds?" Well that's me but its been like 10 years. LOL Seriously. I told my hubby the other day that I couldn't get rid of a certain shirt because I wore it before I had the mini, his response? "You've had all your clothes since before the mini." Yeah,yeah, point taken. I guess I need new threads.


I weigh in tomorrow as well. I on;y consumed my activity points this week and none of my weekly points...we will see how that affects the scale.


Until then...


Wednesday, April 6, 2011

My dogs are barking...

So I'm tired. Last night my little amigo had a rough night sleeping, which in turn meant no sleep for me. Hence, I was not about to roll out of bed at 5:30 to run the roads, so I had to use the treadmill. I'm using a training plan and today was no bueno. I was to speed walk 2 miles, run 2 miles and speed walk another 2 miles. No problem, except that at about mile 5 my shoes were hurting my feet so I ditched them and did it barefoot on the treadz. OUCH! I was super stoked that today I got to go to yoga with my new mat and my super cute mat bag that I made. Here's a pic of my "mini" doing her "yoga" with my mat bag. Too cute.




I have been eating lots of salads; I feel like I can't get enough veggies and fruits. I try to mix them up to keep them fresh and new, but really there is only so much you can do with a salad.

Summertime mix (spinach, romaine, pineapple, strawberry, walnut, chicken). YUM!



Fiesta salad (spinach, chicken, black beans, tortilla, onion, cheese, salsa). Double yum!



Tomorrow is my "rest" day, but it's looking to be a day full of cardio. Lets hope I make it and ha vent hurt my feet too badly. Friday is scheduled to be a 2 mi run and yoga. Ive been eyeing a weight class, its one of those things where I know I need weights, but yeah.....the instructor is my step instructor and shes brutal. Ill think on it and maybe I'll join in a month or three. lol.

My hubby and I have an anniversary this month. In two weeks actually. We are going to a concert the night before, something we NEVER do, but Im so excited about it. We dont typically exchange gifts for any occasion, but I think this year we have come to a compromise. I think...and Im so excited to write..I think we are doing a 5k together on our anniversary!! (Insert *Squeal* here) My hubby doesnt normally run, but its on his to do list for the year! So excited about this!!!! Speaking of...

Do you have a to-do list for the year? If so you better get to working on it...we are in the 2nd quarter baby! ;D


Monday, April 4, 2011

Motivation...I has it.

Woot Woot!Happy Monday!

Today I made a realization that made me sad. I thought that I would be able to go the WW meeting tomorrow, I thought for some reason my meeting expiration date was tomorrow. Apparently it was April 2. Boo. I don't know why it matters, but cue up the Michael McDonald because "I'm on my own". Too much cheese?

I hit up my yoga class today but not before hitting the treadz this morning. I was only able to get in 2 miles before the mini had enough. She is not impressed by the treadz and likes to come ask me random questions while I'm dying, I mean running. I was stoked to use my super cool new mat! I was able to score a sweet deal on Amazon and get a thick eco friendly mat with a strap and dvd for $12!!!! Heck yeah, they sell reg. for $40. The stars must have aligned.

Today's eats were good! I had Wendy's for lunch, we were out and about and I needed a quick lunch. I chose to eat one of their new salads. Pretty darn tasty! Dinner tonight was awesome. I always eat my salad last (it actually does you more good to eat your salad last in terms of digestion, little known fact) Anyway, I ended up not eating it tonight because my dinner was so filling! It was stuffed salmon, broccoli and sweet potato. Delish!



I have something exciting coming up, but I think Ill wait to post it, maybe with pictures! The suspense will be too much, I know!:)


Friday, April 1, 2011

Yoga...I rocked it.

Oh yes, I'm hooked. Since January I have wanted to go to a yoga class, but have held onto a ridiculous number of excuses. Yesterday at step, I saw the instructor and introduced myself and let her know I would be joining the class so that I made a commitment to her and I knew I would not break it. (Side note, isn't it funny that I won't break a commitment made to a stranger but yet I break them to myself all the time? This may be something I need to examine.) Anywho.....I was sweating bullets, especially when everyone found out the class was going to be outside today. I loved it!!!Even better was when we moved on to inversion poses. HOLY COW!!! I did it! I did a intro challenge pose(basically and inverted child's pose) You get in a dolphin pose and then bring your knees onto your elbows and support your body weight upside down. Oh yeah baby!!! I was even more stoked when some of the veteran yogis had difficulty and commented on how well I was taking to it!
Today is beautiful and we have hit the gym, and then the park and now I'm just getting to blog and enjoying watching my daughter play.


I'm so very blessed!



I ate a delicious lunch alfresco with my fabulous partner in crime. 4 oz shrimp- 2 pts cooked with rice mixed with okra, corn, black beans and salsa - 9 pts.

So my new workout regimen will be yoga 3x a week, step/sculpting 2x, and running 3x a week. Its time to step it up and get out of my comfort zone. This is my last week at WW meetings for a while. With summer approaching I moved on to doing WW online for at least 3 months. I wanted to have more flexibility and wasn't sure that I could commit to the meetings. This will be my main form of accountability so I have to remain focused!

Well I'm off to enjoy the remainder of this wonderful day! Happy weekend to all!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

I'm back!

I never lost my weight loss motivation, I lost motivation in the foods I was cooking. Nothing exciting, nothing beautiful, nothing new. I hate eating boring food, that being said I should not stop blogging about my journey.

Today was weigh-in day; I was down 2.6! YES! I'm super stoked since my mother and grandmother and both joining me in WW. I will be attending my last meeting next week. At that point I will be doing On-line for three months and then I may start meetings again. With summer and new endeavors approaching I feel that I will be frantic in making it to my meetings. I will be looking to this blog as my validation. I'm so excited to say that a friend of mine has lost a wonderful 49lbs doing the program! Wooohoo! How motivating is that? Another spend last weekend running a half marathon in Dallas, she is also another inspiration in her weight loss journey. I am so blessed to be surrounded by such positive influences. I have a lot of exciting things just on the horizon, I'm looking at the next few weeks to be physically challenging and renewing.

Pretty vague, huh? That's just how I roll.

I really should post some pictures of myself along this journey shouldn't I? hummm.




Thursday, March 10, 2011

Im back in the game!

Like most things in life I come and go in spurts. I have been bombarded with things breaking, appointments, obligations, meetings etc. I lost track and I used it as an excuse. But I feel like Ive settled back in to my routine. Im such a creature of habit. First things first, I gained at the weigh-in..SURPRISE. Kidding. I gained 1.2 lbs. No biggie, I ate like crap, I felt horrible, I knew it was going to be a gain.

Now what I say next may blow your mind. It did mine. A friend posted this on FB on Tuesday, while I was at the meeting. This quote has been profound for me. The power of words is amazing.

“There's a difference between interest and commitment. When you're interested in doing something, you do it only when circumstance permit. When you're committed to something, you accept no excuses, only results.”

See? It blew your mind right? Ive said I was committed, but seeing this, I realize I was only half way in. I was only working out until it was sore, not until it thurt, not until I felt real fatigue. This journey is one I have to be prepared to endure and prepare to be committed to, or I will fail. Thanks Johanna, I have posted this everywhere in my house as my reminder.

That being said I have not been inspiring as far as food goes. Pretty much my summer menu is limited to grilled chicken, grilled shrimp, fruits and veggie. Ive already started on this menu, Ive been feeling spring-y. I will post as I make something new, I love new salads and promise to post pics and recipes when I find new goodies. Today I planted my seeds and hope to see the seedlings soon to plant in my garden, Im excited about a season of fresh home grown goodies!

Speaking of spring, This week we celebrated Ash Wednesday. With that I began Lent. I had not intended on giving up Facebook, but since my hubby did I figured it would be easier on us all if we both did. Its been two days and I really feel lighter. I get way too bogged down in the cyberlife happenings of people. I also decided to give up inactivity. I have commited to getting at least 30 minutes of activity every single day. I imagine this will be a fun and productive month.

I will be more prudent in my posting. I will pre-track and stay focused. I bought a super cute new bathing suit for summer and hopefully seeing it hanging in my closet will keep me driven and intimidated.

I hope whatever you have given up for lent leaves you feeling lighter and more content. I hope that everyone has a relaxing and fullfilling weekend! Heres to commitment!!!

Friday, March 4, 2011

Birthday cake....I loves it.

Yes, I've indulged. But not overly, but I've consumed my weak food. Cake. Specifically BIRTHDAY cake. You know the kind, with the hurt your teeth sugar/shortening icing. It has to be store bought. I would contenplate organ donation for cake like that.

Ive got to stop the "tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow". Ugh. I've yet to cook a meal. My yesterday was just another day in this maddening week; I walked into my spare bedroom to notice water wicking up a carboard box. AWESOME. My hot water heater busted and leaked all into my house. That meant another day of chaos, another missed gym class and another day of no running. But alas, the delivery guy brought me my online purchase today and I'm so excited! You see, I've only had the scale at WW. It's hard using my at home scale because its the kind you calibrate that never gives the same weight twice...EVER. But I bought a new one and Im stoked that I can actually see where I am weight wise during the week. I know it's the small things. We had dinner with friends tonight, and pretty much have the weekend planned out so hopefully I can stay on track. I have pre-tracked to help myself out. But you know what they say about "best laid plans". I know this post wasnt enlightening or motivating, but its where I'm at in my journey. Hopefully I will see over the horizon tomorrow!
Happy Weekending!!


Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Absenteeism

I’ve been absent. In every single way. I haven’t been running, nor have I been adamant in point tracking. I need to be. Life has been hectic to say the least. I have had appointments that have taken my morning workouts, meetings that have taken my afternoon runs, and parties that have taken my well rounded meals. I have got to get focused. I am not down about this, just aware and I know that I have to remain on track and accountable. This switch in my diet has taken a toll on my system, I feel like my stomach is constantly hurting. I know it does not like the quick foods I’m feeding it. Even if it’s a drive through chicken sandwich. I missed my weekly meeting due to an obligation and hate that I didn’t get weighed in. But in order to not use that as a crutch I actually bought a scale. A digital one, in the hopes that the weight won’t change every single time that I get on it. I don’t have much new to report, I’m hanging in there and look focused this week into next and hope to report a loss next week if I can grab the remainder of the week by the reins and pull it in!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

It wasnt pretty.


It’s not pretty but it’s totally what I wanted. Grilled onions, 3oz chicken breast, lettuce, corn tortillas topped with salsa. Completely filling and full of flavor.

Today was weigh-in day. This morning at 3:58am I get my weekly message from WW, the title of the email is “How to handle a gain”. That should have been my first clue. I gained 0.4lbs. No biggie. I figured as much. I haven’t ran or done much activity wise since Thursday. I have eaten pizza, cheeseburgers and my fave grilled stuffed shrimp. I stayed on plan and completely under my WP but I do admit that I indulged in too many BLT’s (bites, licks& tastes). I’m back in action and looking for some new ideas to keep the plan fresh and re-motivating myself to see the bigger picture. Attendance was light today at the meeting. Our leader said that the resolutioner’s have fallen off the wagon and the place will be packed again after Easter when everyone realizes that summer is right around the corner. I have got to stay focused so that I don’t fall into the same pattern. It’s so easy to burn out and revert to old eating habits and do what is easy.

Tonight we had turkey tacos. 99% fat free turkey meat is 1pp per oz., top that with salsa, grilled onions and lettuce and you have a fresh and fun meal. We paired ours with ranch style beans 3pp and rice pilaf 5pp.



I have been eating the same breakfast for a few days. I eat ½ of a light English muffin with 1/2T PB, and a bowl of oats, with 1 fruit. It’s an easy and filling 5pp breakfast.

I have found dark cocoa and it’s my new love. I use cocoa for so much and dark chocolate is my very fave. I took a few almonds and dropped them into a bag with a teaspoon of the powder and tossed. They were little chocolate covered pieces of goodness!

Now I’m off to get back on that treadmill and burn off my gains!



Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Bacon...yum.

Weigh-in day! Sound the dramatic music…..I lost a pound! YAY! I really was stunned considering how many meals we ate out. But I think that is what the great thing about WW is. You can live life normally, eat normally, celebrate normally and as long as you maintain your points the rest of the week and workout harder to account for those lost points you may be alright. I stayed within my WP and used my AP. I was shameful in my wine and late night almond munching. I’m so very glad to have fruit back in my house so that I can keep my hand out of the almond jar.
I made it to my step class and tried to run today. I say tried because after the first mile I wasn’t feeling it at all. So instead of making myself miserable or hurt, I called it quits and reasoned to try again this evening. I’m happy with that. I burned it up in class today, it felt great!

I didn’t find the meeting particularly inspirational except that one guy made lifetime today which ROCKS! I did however enjoy talking to a group of women that I sit with. I realized in talking with them today that the program is about what I make it. I have been on every diet known to man other than the cookie diet, because well, that just sounds like a dumb idea to a carboholic like me. Literally my entire life I have been on a diet: the baby food diet (I know it’s a stretch but stick with me here) , the processed food school age diet ( The “lunchable” came out when I was a kid and I couldn’t get enough of this crap), the all rice diet (seriously I ate 1C rice at every meal) I was thin but so unhealthy. The diet coke and cigarettes diet (this one is just nasty), the Adkins, the cabbage soup, the beer and curly fry (this one was actually fun, until your liver gives out), the South Beach, LA Weightloss, calorie counting, slim fast, carb counting….the list could go on forever. Not to say that anyone of these diets doest work. They just left me feeling out of control. But I have control of this. I ate everything I wanted to this past week, I tracked, made good choices, bad choices and swapped choices, but every choice was mine. I didn’t have any rules or restrictions, no induction phases, no testing, I control myself. This may actually work for me. Last year I was so discouraged. I worked out like mad, I calorie counted and finally went to a nutritionist and I did every single thing I was told to do, and I lost maybe 5 pounds over 6 months. Who knows how my time on the program will change, I know every week cannot be a loss. I’m okay with that, I’m human; I know it will get harder to lose weight. But right now I’m losing. At a healthy pace, with exercise and determination, I’m losing and it seems like it’s the healthiest choice I’ve made yet.



I’m back on the cooking bandwagon! YAY! Last night was spaghetti; I needed a quick dinner since we went out to a movie with the little me. Tonight was bacon & mozzarella stuffed chicken breasts with brussel sprouts. I’m glad that we actually decided we like brussel sprouts, lol. I’ll post pics and recipes soon.
Chicken breast-7pp
1oz mozzarella- 2pp
2 slices cooked bacon- 3
Slice chicken breast as to make a pocket, add crumbled bacon and cheese, close the seam and tie up, roll lightly in 1T flour and brown, place in a oven safe dish with 1/4C water and bake for 20 minutes at 350.

I made a decadent dessert. I used my cereal brownie recipe but used dark cocoa powder and added 1T water, this created a flourless cake texture. It was decadent.



Cheers to a great week so far!



Saturday, February 12, 2011

Sweet Sticky Bourbon

Oh, I have got to get to the store. I have been following plan, but things are getting tricky. At night I usually enjoy an apple, but with there being none in the house, I have been eating almonds. 4 points per ounce. OUCH! For the first time ever I have no fruit in the house.

Today was and awesome yet crazy busy day. I didn't get my run in. Tonight I chose to eat a dessert, of my own. I knew better, but my husband wanted his own, so instead of bypassing and doing what I knew I should have done, I ate one as well. It was good too, too good, bread pudding with a warm bourbon, coffee rum sauce. OH MY GOSH. Pure sinfulness. Oh it feels slippery, my goal is to get a run in FIRST thing in the morning to get my feet planted firmly. I ended today with 39 points; 10 over my daily. Thank goodness I have the AP and WP but that is a lot to go over in a day. Geesh.

Here's to sweet dreams and new days (without dessert).

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Keep keeping on

I have not been cooking lately. That makes for a bad food blogger. We have been eating at home, but lots of leftovers and repeats. I have got to get my cooking mojo back. Things have been crazy hectic to say the least ad hope that maybe by next week we can have some sense of schedule and order back. But, we have at least been eating at home, which helps to keep the budget and waistline in check. The other night I made pizzas. They were embarrassingly simple. I used 3 corn tortillas 2pp, 2 oz of shredded part skim mozzarella 4pp, serving of turkey pepperoni 1pp, 1/2C seasoned tomato paste 0pp. I placed the pizza on a cookie tray and broiled until cheese was golden.



My husband ate his on a bagel thin, for the same point value, and my daughter at hers on a flour tortilla, for the same point value. I personally prefer corn tortillas and liked having 3 pizzas on my plate.

Nothing new here to report. I’m just keeping on keeping on. Hopefully I’ll be back on the cooking bandwagon next week!



Tuesday, February 8, 2011

What I want


"Don’t exchange what you want most for what you want at the moment"


That's an awesome quote. It hits on so many aspects of our life and how we make compromises with ourselves in terms of our financial goals, our fitness goals and so much more. We have become obsessed with the "right now"; the instant gratification of it all that looking at the long term can be so daunting. Especially when its 9pm and you are standing in front of the pantry wanting something sweet and rationalizing how eating your child’s rice krispie treats won’t throw you off track "that bad". It’s so hard to see how you want to lose 40 pounds in the long run when that krispie treat is staring at you in that very moment. Try in that very moment to think about your long term goal, that bikini, those college jeans, that high school reunion? Whatever it takes to make you close the pantry door, DO IT!

Today’s meeting was about hunger signals. Cues our body gives us telling us that we are hungry. Listen to your body’s cues, don’t always give in to them, your body will tell you when you’re hungry, but your mind is the great manipulator. Have you ever not been hungry in the least, until you smell the pizza at the food court at the mall? All of the sudden you become ravenous and decided that it’s a good idea to eat that pizza in the name of your survival? Your mind won the battle, but your body loses.

Woot Woot! Weigh-in day! I was down 1.4lbs.Yesss! I’m super stoked about this. This past week I played with my points a little bit, I ended up with 47 AP and 20 WP. Which means I ate 29 WP. I know it’s just a matter to finding out what balance my body likes best on the program. I’ve been consistent with my running. I’ve been doing 2.5 miles and intend on bumping it up on the next run or so. Today I tried to fluff out of my step class. I don’t know why, but I started talking at church and then lolled around knowing that I was going to be late. I think I was trying to wuss out and skip. Finally I just told myself to get my butt to the class. I was 15 minutes late. I learned my lesson, because I was late, I missed warm up and she skipped the water break, I punished everyone. Yes, I was the one who screwed the curve. I felt the needles in my back.

Not a lot new has been going on. I have tried a few new food-ventures though.



First things first:
I hate cauliflower.

I really have given it an honest shot. Seriously, I hate it raw, I hate it boiled, steamed, casseroled, fried (yes they fry this junk). I just hate it. So this is the first and only post in which I will have it listed as a recipe. I thought I “might” like it with butter and milk whipped into a mashed potato consistency. Not me. But it’s a zero point power food and if you like the stuff I suggest that you give it a try. I used 1 head of cauliflower steamed, with salt and pepper whipped in a processor with ¼C milk. Texture wise with was pretty darn similar and I’m sure you could dress it up even more with garlic, cheese and sour cream. I just couldn’t do it. One thing I did love was a new squash I tried. It’s also 0 points; Acorn squash. Oh my goodness. Slice in half place face down in a shallow baking dish with about 1/2C water cook for about 30 minutes, flip and salt lightly then cook for about 5 minutes under broiler. It was so good and will be a regular addition for me. The chicken was okay. It was just marinated in balsamic vinaigrette and baked. It was just a little boring.

Today’s lunch was AWESOME. It was high in points to make one meal, but honestly it should be two meals, paired with a salad. It was unbutton your pants kind of filling. Dice one sweet potato-4pt, dice one sweet onion- 0pts , 1/3C chick peas 3-pts, add to a Ziploc bag, add in 1T olive oil -4pt, salt and pepper to taste and toss the ingredients around to mix together. Pour out onto a baking sheet and bake at 350 for about 30 minutes. Tossing every 10 minutes or so for even cooking.



For dinner tonight I made 7 point pizzas, this was the total points for 3 pizzas! I’ll post the recipe tomorrow. Each one of us had it a different way and made them ourselves, it was fun and low point!

Thats is all for now! Have a great tomorrow!!!